dreams are funny aren’t they? i feel my dreams sometimes throws me into my subconsciousness, forcing me to encounter what i really don’t have desire or ability to in my consciousness. and then when i wake up, i feel like i was re-living my life, at least some aspect of my life.
so i was dreaming last night of course. and i dreamt that an old boyfriend, actually an ex-boyfriend, the love of my life, was visiting me. it’s not far from truth since after breaking up we really did have a reunion. but in this dream i was able to tell him how much appreciated him all at the same time telling him i’m glad we broke up and that i am glad, so glad, that we didn’t get married. i feel so empowered!
it felt nice to be with the love of my life with whom i want nothing to do with. i think just the friendship itself was so wonderful i wish i had something like it in my life now. and i have that warm fuzzy feeling inside which i feel sometimes when i feel i have really connected with someone.
dreams dreams dreams