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snow here

it started snowing this morning and it’s still snowing!  what’s going on with the weather here in chicago???   i meant to go to starbucks early this morning to study.  instead i played with my niece all by myself until others woke up.  🙂  i loved every moment of it.  and so now i am playing […]

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day by day

it’s amazing how living day by day can get you so far.  i somehow made it through the nyc trip two weekends ago.  i somehow made it through easter sunday – making tons of sandwiches for refreshements and all.  i made it through another class this morning despite the difficulty i have been having with […]

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depression personal theology

understanding at last

after a few weeks of no understanding whatsoever of what i had to read for class, last night i read 40 pages and understood what i was reading!!!  praise God!  i was so relieved that my brain hadn’t gone mad. class was amazing on tuesday.  i didn’t understand what i read of course.  so i […]

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depression personal

feelings

i feel crappy crappy crappy.  i don’t want to do anything, not even to sleep.  i tried to read today and couldn’t understand what i was reading.  i don’t know what to do with my life.  i guess i’m depressed in a big way.

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depression personal

target behavior

one of my “target behavior” (an action i’m trying to change) is over sleeping.  and today i target engaged.  i stayed in all day long, well except to go exercise with my sister.  i usually sleep or stay in bed when i don’t feel good.  and today i wasn’t feeling good so i chose to […]