you are fired!

last night i basically fired my therapist.  she was cutting down her hours anyway and wanted me to find a new therapist.  i didn’t take the news very well and felt my world come tumbling down.  i reacted badly and ended up in the hospital, the worst hospital ever where my psychiatrist wanted me to […]


unbelievable! yes, go red sox!!

i was following the game on my blackberry last night.  things have been crazy for me on the emotional front.  i thought watchig the red sox lose would be too nerve-wrecking for me.  then all of a sudden, the red sox started to play baseball like they owned the game.  still i kept up on […]

depression personal philosophy

quite an unusual day

since i got out of the hospital (basically since the last post), i have been traveling a lot. it’s good that i was traveling since i am not sure i would have done any better at home. i saw family and friends and was kept busy, meaning not contemplating or deliberating on how to gracefully […]