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depression faith personal

blessing in suffering

God is good and i am amazed at the way God works in our lives.  i was so sad about my old psychiatrist not wanting to be my (primary) therapist.  i was so consumed in the sadness all i could see was sadness and all i could feel was sadness.  i couldn’t take the sadness […]

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depression faith food personal

starbucks and recovery

yesterday after i voted, i got a free tall coffee drink from a neighborhood starbucks.  it felt so cool that starbucks was rewarding people for voting.  i don’t think anyone voted so that they could get a free cup of coffee (or free iced cream at ben and jerry’s i heard).  but it sure feels […]

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depression faith personal

will to live

it’s strange.  in the past few years i have struggled to find the will to live.  fighting against myself to stay alive, or fighting against myself to end my life.  and somehow i have managed to stay alive despite all the attempts.  and today i feel proud of being a part of this country.  i […]

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political

Obama is my new president

i voted today.  and i am so excited that barack obama won the election!  even though i voted for obama i didn’t know for sure that he would win.  this is the first time that a candidate that i voted for became the president of america.  wow.  i have hope that the next four years […]