Categories
new york personal relationship

mother daughter

my mom is visiting me from korea. it’s kind of weird considering how i just came back from visiting my family in korea two weeks ago. other people think it’s weird too. they ask if there is any special reason for visiting, blah blah blah. it’s nice to have my mom here. it’s like having […]

Categories
new york personal relationship religion

the way things were

why is it so hard to enjoy what i have in the present moment and be happy now? i hardly ever have regrets. and i’m not regretting decisions i made in the past. it’s just that sometimes i want a little bit of what i had in the past now, realizing that in the past […]

Categories
new york personal relationship

what sign?

i saw my most recent ex-boyfriend twice in the past month! both times i ran into him totally randomly and unexpectedly. am i supposed to get some kind of message from running into him all of a sudden after not having seen or talked to him at all for the past 6, 7 months? i […]

Categories
new york personal

reason or passion?

it’s so difficult to decide whether to follow reason or passion. what decides to adjudicate when the mind and the heart say different things???

Categories
recovery

up and up and up

so weird. i’m feeling better and better. i’m doing better and better. i’m more and more optimistic. i’m more and more confident. even when i am down i get up quickly. is this all for real???