i am rapidly declining… i thought i was doing well. but this weekend, i hit another bump. now i’m not sure what’s good for me. i guess i know what i need. i mean, i was starting to think i needed my ex-boyfriend if i can’t make it through this break up. but then i realized, man, if i can’t make it through this break-up, being with my ex-boyfriend isn’t going to be much help. so with or without him, with or without being inebriated, i’m gonna have to make this work. i’m it. me plus God. that’s all i got.