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sudden loss

a friend i had lost touch with died suddenly yesterday morning on 6/12/2018.  she was 40 years old.  devastating news.  i’m praying for her baby boy, her husband, and her family…  even though i hadn’t spoken to her in years i am still feeling the sense of shock and loss and wish we had made […]

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truth be told…

I still miss my friend E.  It’s been over a year since her death.  I have a great group of friends who are mourning together.  I have things in my life that keep me busy.  I have good friends in my life.  I have a supportive and loving boyfriend.  I talk to my mom and/or […]

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thinking about you 

I’m thinking about you and missing you.  how could it be that you are no longer here with us?  even if thousand tears were shed my heart still has not healed your beaming smile, I want to see it your crazy laughter, I want to hear it your warmth, your love, your passion, I miss […]

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I still cry

last week I was telling a group of trusted friends that I feel a sense of loss about you E, that I miss missing you because I wasn’t crying like I did at first when I found out you died. but of course as I was saying that very statement tears welled up in my […]

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oh how I miss you

I miss you so much, E. I miss you so much. People who love you are in pain with broken hearts. Slowly pain for me has become dull rather than breath taking piercing pain. But still I cry, and sobbing comes and goes. I can’t believe it’s been a month already. I miss you, E. […]